this is what I have for you so far. i have my doubts about this little project of yours. despite the great personal expenses whih i generously fronted and your limited involvement in our research i am still very eager to collaborate with someone like yourself. even so every step i take forward increases my doubt. my anxiety is not wholly unwarranted, mind you, people have been asking questions. if this persists i will shift all of my findings to the secure location we discussed earlier. i will keep you updated.