MY
THROBBING HEART SHALL ROCK THEE DAY AND NIGHT
--Shakespeare
2 OF CUPS
WELL-DIGNIFIED:
Harmony of the
masculine and the feminine. Reciprocity, the beginning of a friendship or
love affair. Balance of ideas and plans with a kindred soul.
ILL-DIGNIFIED:
False love, dissipation, folly, violent passion, disunity, misunderstanding.
I--what
is I? Who am I? Why am I still here? I feel therefore I must still be here.
Why does God give us hearts? Why give us lungs with which may breathe? Why give
us sight so that we may see? Or ears? Or hands? Why make us and place us in
this fucked up world where nothing but our love is real, and that too disappears
with time. I, I feel like my heart has been sliced into tiny pieces, tiny broken
pieces that form a puzzle of someone else's face in his mind.The disillusion
I feel is deep, immesurable, like the ocean.